Why Don't we get what we deserve ????

How many tears are you gonna shed for something you've wanted with all your heart, however hard you tried you still couldn't get it. You kept on trying constantly, you see everyone happy but when it comes to yourself you notice how everyone is happy with what they have and you're still clinging onto something you've wanted so badly. It's like your life is incomplete without it. Mostly people would term this as being envious but that's not it.
Though you deserve more than what you usually get. Someone might have truly said that LIFE IS NEVER FAIR    WITH ANYONE even till your last breath. somewhere deep inside you're hurt badly but you never show it to others. How pathetic you feel inside just on your own never able to tell it to anyone but what else can you do, the others will never understand what you are going through. Sometimes people take away the thing you loved the most something that belonged to you and try to cover it up by saying that they have done more than they took.

People usually say that you should be happy with whatever you have. But how many people in this world are actually happy with what they have. They still keep on wanting more. Even if you beg for it you do not get it. How can you live with the fact that you are not one of them or not accepted in the society because of who you are. Sometimes this makes you feel like you are left out.

You keep on asking God what wrong have you done that you have to go through this almost everyday of your life. Who knows what tomorrow
brings. You keep on waiting for tomorrow and finally you have no more patience left. It's the fact that life is always unfair with you you seriously dunno what to do. When people say that they wish they could be like you you feel good but at the same time you remember how confusing and hard your life is and try telling them "better think what you're wishing for". This might be the reason why some people cant live with life anymore. They are in the middle of everything neither are they in the good position or in the bad one.

Dedicated to some people in the world .