Sunday, 14 April 2013

I am Gonna Miss Everything .......

At this particular instant i am here sitting at my dad's office preparing for my exams .... but I just cant stop thinking about the fact that I'm going to leave this country in a few days. I have to leave my home and go back to my homeland . 17 glorious years in this country with my friends , family , school and everyone else. Even though I originate from India, this has now become my home because when I think about this place all I can think about is happiness... the happiness of seeing my family and friends and being with them , having fun with them ,living in the moment with them. It's like they have become a very important part of my life without which i cant function properly, and i'm incomplete without them......


Even though I can't remember everything related to my childhood... I'm sure they were joyous and happy . My Mom and dad have done sooooo much for my happiness and now we are gonna stay in 2 different countries and not be together. Even  though they don't say it I can see it in their eyes ... the sadness of parting with me , they won't say it cause they know that I won't be able to handle myself emotionally. The thing about Love towards your parents is that even though you don't always express it through words , but deep inside they mean the world to you or even more than that. When you are with your parents you have no worries cause they are always there to catch you when you take a fall, we are safe in their loving care. No matter what happens they always stand by us everyday , every second of our lives. When we are with them we forget how important they are to us at times ..... But when time comes to get out of your cozy nest and live in the wilderness of this big wide world we realize how much we are going to MISS our parents.Cause i know what it feels like .... So don't miss out any opportunities on telling your parents HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM ..... Through these memories they will always remember you and they will not feel sad but happy that they got a wonderful kid who always loved them and give them these wonderful memories so that they can cherish them in their darkest and saddest moments and make through it.....Well from my experience even though I fought with my dad a lot I can tell that our LOVE is really strong and when any trouble comes upon us it's gonna be ME & DADDY AGAINST THE WORLD. And my MOM WAS LIKE MY BFF i could tell her anything I wanted to.....

Well what should I tell about my friends , everyone's friends are like precious jewels to them and so are mine. (unlike some who secretly hate them wth !!! how can you even call them your friends).
The thing about friends well they are always with you in your good times and bad ... but when they are not sitting right beside you , all you have is an empty spot next to you...But you know they are always on your mind and hearts (and your cell phones) and they are just a click away. The only thing is that most of you won't be together in one place ... mostly but there are rare cases in which you manage to join in a college together... well thats good then , but what about when you don't have a choice ... like me :( well its just that I am already Missing all of them I dunno what's gonna happen when I don't see them like literally in front of me for a long long time I wonder...Cause these friends of mine are the one who were always there with me no matter what , even though they might've been angry with me or have scolded me for doing something stupid i can't live without them . You guys are my pillars which support me throughout my life <3

I AM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS
xoxoxoxoxo X infinity


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