How does it feel to be hidden in the shadows ??

Every person in this world would want to have their own identity and not be in the shadows of other people. They want to be unique in their own different way. They want to do something different from the others. But what do they get in return nothing, nothing at all. But this doesn't mean that it's the end of everything. It's just a new beginning . All you can do is try harder and try it again and again till u get it right.

But at least it's better than the people who keep on following other people like they are owned by them or they have to serve them. How does it feel to be invisible. It;s kinda sad how people are sidelined just because of some reasons which they cant change. Some people just like to make other people feel bad about themselves. But you cant just sit and go through that nonsense, You have to rise and speak up against them. Keeping quite will just do more harm than help you.




If you have something to tell the world just try to say it out loud rather than keeping it in yourself. It will make you happy. As Kelly Clarkson said in her lyrics "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". These hardships will get over but while getting over it makes you even more stronger. Once you are out of the shadows you will feel like you are reborn. A new person now ready to conquer the world.

However these hardships when over leaves a new person behind :)

Loss of a loved one ....

My Grandfather and Grandmother

I thought I wasn't gonna blog till my exams would get over but if i wouldn't do this it would be an insult to all those beautiful memories of my beloved GRANDFATHER. I never knew him that well but all of my days with him i wanted to know more about him what he did when he was young, how does he feel about everything, what was the mystery behind all of those things. it was like a question to me Why, all these years i couldn't know the real him. And now that he is gone all those questions in my mind will remain unanswered forever.


Though i can't say that he died in the raw age of 101 years, but he had a long and happy life he was quite fortunate to see his great grand-children as well I don't expect that most of us would ever get this opportunity.

But his death was sudden and unexpected. Yesterday when i had finished my preparations for today's paper and almost gone to sleep a call from my cousin comes saying "My Grandfather passed away " At first I thought that it was just that he got a bit more sick but then he had already passed away by 1:00 a.m. at night.





He was a really good person from what I hear about him , I was excited to meet him this summer since I was travelling after 4 years and I was finally going to meet him. It might have been fate or something else 
that even after planning the whole thing out I was 
never destined to meet him.The last time I saw  him was in the year 2008. I had great hopes of meeting him but now all I can hope is for his soul to Rest in Peace. It's all part of God's great plan I think that God wanted my grandfather back since he had a real long life here on earth. Now that he is gone he is going to stay happily with my GRANDMOTHER who passed away in 2000 They are finally united once again.
I hope that he may be happy in Heaven.


In the memory of My
Late Grandfather