Pantheon 15 the official app- Pantheon 2015 BIT Mesra

Here's the link to the app download......
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.AkshayTigga.pantheon

Never Give Up on your Dreams.......

Okay this is what most of us thought when we were in school, "Everything is gonna be better when school will be over" . Hmmmmm.... did I really think it over , i mean school getting over was like my biggest dream , but now that i see it i realise that i actually miss it alot . In fact life was a lot much better in school , it was simpler, no complications everything was just nice and amazing. No matter how crappy the marks were or no matter if you were the loner or the famous ones you still had fun.

Now that I'm in college it seems as though life is just a competition , people don't even care to have fun at times (it's different that i do cause that's all I ever do :P) Everyone is so caught up in their own tension and pressure that they forget these are the last  years they're gonna be in an actual classroom. This is the last time they're gonna have this much fun. We've already become grown ups before we actually step into the real world. This is just the beta version of our actual lives after we're done with college.

We need to take in each and every single thing we learn . From the failures to the successes , from our friendship to its ending, from an end to a new beginning , from our sorrows to our joy every single thing is important. These four years are literally the time when we are being moulded into what we are meant to be in the future. Well it does start from like a long time ago but the truth is that when we join college our lives just come to this huge turning point , you have to start expecting the unexpected . This adventurous filled ride is the one you would never ever wanna miss or you would just regret it for the rest of your lives.

Most of us start losing hope after failing a couple of times , but the fact is that we can't let our dreams be crushed just because we lost marks in some crappy exam paper. It's much more than that, it takes determination and faith to do what we want to achieve not some marks on a paper , that will not decide for me what i wanna do when I grow up.....This is just a simple test in our lives it will soon get over and we will move on from this phase of our lives as well. This is just a time where we come to realise our actual strength and weaknesses. We all have our 'Eureka' moment at some point of our lives. Well , most of us have like really bad timings with that too :P . But there is nothing such as too late if we really want it so bad. We can still get what we want it just takes a little extra effort.

And if you couldn't achieve something great in these college years it doesn't really matter cause our dreams are beyond these college walls. And this is just temporary , life might have a lot of amazing things in stock for you , cause if you feel you're having the worst time in your life then you're wrong it's nothing at all it's just a small bump on the road , on the road to the most amazing journey you're ever gonna have.So you definitely wanna travel along this path cause it's gonna be one hell of a ride. And life is always fair cause if it gives you the bad times it will definitely give you and equal amount of good times , you just need to look for it and observe each and every little thing.

I would like to conclude by saying that ..... Never stop Dreaming cause when you do that you stop living...

Just Trying to Hold On .......

Long Time since i blogged about anything ..... maybe life just caught up with me, some things which were more important to me than others , it's just that,something was missing, nothing was there that could ever inspire me to write again ..but something changed about a couple of weeks ago , someone gave me hope once again ...... that little spark inside of me was ignited i felt like exploding and telling the world what i feel but I can't, i just don't have the courage to do so , some things are just so hard to express even if it may seem to be quite simple and easy but it isn't ....The whole world can tell you that  - 'don't keep it inside let it all out' but you and only "YOU" know what will be the consequences you are going to be facing after you've done that.

There are instances in life where you have to choose...you have to make a decision which obviously is very hard to make ...you can;t always run away from such problems or ignore them you have to take serious action or else it'll just pile up into a huge heap of complete mess. Sometimes it's always for the best.There was this one song which struck me ....i sort of connected to it . We can't keep holding on to something that has been damaged ,we might even try to fix it but we just cant seem to fix it, the more we try to fix it the more it gets screwed up . It's supposed to be a good thing right ??? Trying to fix something ... Then why the hell are we unable to do so.I mean why do we always remember things that are worthless ? why can't we see the more important thing that's beyond the worthless crap.

Suppose we get into a fight with someone even though that person and you have been like soul sisters, soul mates anything of that sort for like a shit load of time. In that split of a second we forget everything and just remember that fight we had. we forget all the good times we've had in the past...the happiness we shared together , the sorrows in which we cried together, all the times we never left each other. All of "THAT" just goes to waste.....it's sad that we don't value the actual things that we faced together but that "ONE WORD" that we said affects us so much that we can't forgive each other ?? Is it so hard to forget it all and remember the good times...Clear the air and move on ..


Every single person fights, we're human it's in our blood but remembering all the times we fought doesn't make us a great person or a naive person.... it just makes us vulnerable from the inside.All these little worthless fights we keep on remembering will become our greatest weakness. It just piles up and keeps on eating us from the inside....all the feelings we ever had starts crumbling into bits and pieces and we start forgetting "THE REAL US". It's the main reason as to why we see so many relationships falling apart in every second of our lives......We just need to forgive each other and move on ....

Fights are necessary but not to break up any relationship rather to make it even more stronger and better than before, we have to sort out our differences or else coming together in the first place was worthless.......sadly......Trying is not a bad thing but after some time it just feels like dragging along the wrong path. I would like to conclude by saying that "Never Give Up On Someone who You Value " cause there are only two options letting go or staying with them.....

I am Gonna Miss Everything .......

At this particular instant i am here sitting at my dad's office preparing for my exams .... but I just cant stop thinking about the fact that I'm going to leave this country in a few days. I have to leave my home and go back to my homeland . 17 glorious years in this country with my friends , family , school and everyone else. Even though I originate from India, this has now become my home because when I think about this place all I can think about is happiness... the happiness of seeing my family and friends and being with them , having fun with them ,living in the moment with them. It's like they have become a very important part of my life without which i cant function properly, and i'm incomplete without them......

Even though I can't remember everything related to my childhood... I'm sure they were joyous and happy . My Mom and dad have done sooooo much for my happiness and now we are gonna stay in 2 different countries and not be together. Even  though they don't say it I can see it in their eyes ... the sadness of parting with me , they won't say it cause they know that I won't be able to handle myself emotionally. The thing about Love towards your parents is that even though you don't always express it through words , but deep inside they mean the world to you or even more than that. When you are with your parents you have no worries cause they are always there to catch you when you take a fall, we are safe in their loving care. No matter what happens they always stand by us everyday , every second of our lives. When we are with them we forget how important they are to us at times ..... But when time comes to get out of your cozy nest and live in the wilderness of this big wide world we realize how much we are going to MISS our parents.Cause i know what it feels like .... So don't miss out any opportunities on telling your parents HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM ..... Through these memories they will always remember you and they will not feel sad but happy that they got a wonderful kid who always loved them and give them these wonderful memories so that they can cherish them in their darkest and saddest moments and make through it.....Well from my experience even though I fought with my dad a lot I can tell that our LOVE is really strong and when any trouble comes upon us it's gonna be ME & DADDY AGAINST THE WORLD. And my MOM WAS LIKE MY BFF i could tell her anything I wanted to.....

Well what should I tell about my friends , everyone's friends are like precious jewels to them and so are mine. (unlike some who secretly hate them wth !!! how can you even call them your friends).
The thing about friends well they are always with you in your good times and bad ... but when they are not sitting right beside you , all you have is an empty spot next to you...But you know they are always on your mind and hearts (and your cell phones) and they are just a click away. The only thing is that most of you won't be together in one place ... mostly but there are rare cases in which you manage to join in a college together... well thats good then , but what about when you don't have a choice ... like me :( well its just that I am already Missing all of them I dunno what's gonna happen when I don't see them like literally in front of me for a long long time I wonder...Cause these friends of mine are the one who were always there with me no matter what , even though they might've been angry with me or have scolded me for doing something stupid i can't live without them . You guys are my pillars which support me throughout my life <3

I AM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS
xoxoxoxoxo X infinity

Someday, Someplace, Sometime ......

Oh how much I wished i was there,
Somewhere i could run around
Do what I want
I would've just Loved it
A Place which I could call my own
Maybe i could go there
Someday, Someplace, Sometime

We can't keep waiting
So we need to move on
Holding on to the past,
It's just gonna make things Worse
Letting go is hard
But we can do it
Someday, Someplace, Sometime

It's been ages since you had this dream
But once again in life
You have come to a point
Where you have to choose .....
You can't make up your mind
But you say.... I will do it
Someday, Someplace, Sometime


Message : Never wait for Life to come to you Just go and Have it the way you want it  <3

My Dark Side

I dunno where I am going

I have no direction 

I need not be told what to do And what not

I have to learn from my own mistakes

That's all it takes to be right

I know I haven't been perfect

I am fragile , to easily broken

I have dreams of my own

I need to be left alone

That's all I am asking of you

I have a life and

I want to live it the way I planned

I go around wasting my time

I do it cause I need some answers

Without them I can't move on

I might have hurt you but

I would never do it intentionally......

You say it like you haven't done a thing to me

You try to turn and twist me

You want me to be your puppet 

You just want to keep me to yourself.....

There are another million things

That I would Love to say 

But that would not make me any better

It would just make me another GIRL

Who wants to be Heard out loud ...

Just from my memories ..... <3

Memories are what we want more than anything .......

Memories, what are these memories ..... are they happy.....are they sad .......big or small.... is it just something we want to remember or forget or a box full of crap we don't want to ever remember because it hurts so much to even look towards it.

We all have a bunch of these memories, these memories are a constant  reminder of what we did back then when we were younger... maybe it was something stupid or terribly ridiculous :P or someone who you loved alot but you couldn't anymore, or even cried for nonsensical reasons like your BFF is not talking to you or the world hates me ... that kinda stuff. But these are just the upper half of your memories just the top layer , what matters is the pain, the lesson,the good we had done, the mistakes that we remember, and promising that we would never do anything as stupid as that....

These memories still remain with us cause there is a reason greater than what we think it is, it's not always the happiest of memories that we remember .. there are these dark and sad days which we cant forget at any cost, those scars which are engraved forever in our hearts and minds it cannot be healed completely but we try , we try hard enough to pile them up with happy ones...Every small little memory of things that has happened is what makes us want them more  than ever. We would happily go back in time and re-live those wonderful memories again and again, but it wouldn't be worthwhile.Every small memory is a part of the bigger picture which might just flash before your eyes on your deathbed. 

It is at that exact moment when we realize that even though our life was filled with hardships, those were still the best days that we could ever get from our lives.It didn't matter if they were happy or sad all that matters is that we went through these annoyingly but still awesome days with our loved ones and they always stood by our sides no matter what may have come...

These memories are the only things that get us through our tough times.... I just can't imagine a life without any of these memories cause this is what reminds us who we really are and how much we have changed since then ....